Where do the days go?!?!?

Please excuse the way I look in this picture. Parenthood has taken away from me caring what I look like....with two babies who has time to care about themselves? This was our first Easter picture. Nice of me to post it two weeks late. I'm not sure why I thought starting this blog would be a good idea. I never have the time to sit down at the computer and pour out all my thoughts.

Our first Easter was spent having lunch with my family at my mom's house. We didn't make it to church. It felt weird not be there on Easter morning; in fact it has felt strange not being there at all, but the doctor said to stay away for awhile. Besides we could never get up and be ready on time. To get going in the mornings are very hard. I never knew it could take so long to get two little people ready.

These first 3 weeks have had some great moments and some very difficult ones. Sometimes like now I just start crying and have no idea why. Other times I think to myself that I can't do this. Then other times I think this isn't so bad. My emotions have been on a roller coaster ride since the 12th of March. They will really be pushed this coming week because I will be home alone with the girls all day while Billy is at work for the first time. I hope that I still have half a mind left until he makes it home from work.

The guilt is setting in and I am thinking of the thousand other things that need to be done while the girls sleep. Hope to post the next update sooner then this one.